Hey guys I know I have been AWOL for a good while. I’m not sure even how many followers I have left lol. I guess I’m wanting to give an explanation for my absense and rant a little too.
Well part of why I haven’t been on here much is I had fallen in love with someone and we moved in together, etc… Things were going great.
Well we were together about 2 1/2 years. We ended up splitting about a week ago. I found out that he has been talking to someone else for at least a few weeks now.
That though isn’t the most effed up part. I was talking to her too, she was what I thought of as a close friend. I was kind of venting on her so to say.
She was telling me things like “he’s still in love with you.” Etc… Things like that. Also apparently she ended up telling him pieces of our conversations but only parts that made what I said sound bad.
She pretty much only gave him a bit of what I said, making it sound like I was shit-talking him when I wasn’t.
Well I found out a few days ago that they are together now. Me and him have only been split 2 weeks at the most and he’s already with her.
Honestly I feel like crap. I feel used and I feel played. I feel like it was just a game to them what they did. That they were purposely playing around with my emotions. Purposely making me feel like there was still hope for me and him when there wasn’t.
I’m not gonna lie I stil do love him, but, I don’t think I could forgive him. I gave him the world and he threw it away for a homewrecking tramp.
I guess though, that, that is his mistake. People’s true selves always comes out. When he sees her’s and ik he will, well it’ll be too late for me and him.
Sorry for ranting I just needed to get this off my chest. I will try being more actice again on here.
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